ah... finally... a new page...

a new site, a new spirit... been wanting to do this for months. special thanks goes to olivia who lends me webspace to host my picture.

i have new rabbits! wil post pictures of them soon...

2 nites ago i fished out my old cds. thanks to dad, i have my new little diesel toyota liteace van that has a cd player inside that allows me to play all my cds! all the discman and cd player i own r not working well. so i thank god for this blessing. listening to music also leads to reminiscence.... i began to remember things i used to do n ppl i used to hang out with when listening to those cds repeatedly... i miss those times i'd jus rush to the cd store and buy a cd becos i liked 1-2 songs inside... usually i end up liking more than those few tracks... guess i must've been lucky...

and i got back to handwriting my journal (in eng and chinese!) and not posting in blogs... i guess blogging did take away time i have to reflect about myself and my life... blogs r written audience-focused... journal r written self-focused... u post something on the net and share the address with ur frens, u can be pretty sure someone will read it... it's like a silent scream for attention... so i'm gonna face it... blogs r written becos i want to write wat i want, and let ppl read what i want.

the keyword is BALANCE... to reach out to others as well as reach within urself. one of the keys to finding god's purpose for me, it's not about ME. i will continue blogging, jus not as often, and this time... i'll b totally honest that u post so that u'd read ;)

i realised that when ppl see that i'm not doing much with my life (by their definitions) they start developing strange urges with concerning suggestions about what i shd do with MY time. it takes some courage to tell them... "i don't know what i want to do, but i know what u're suggesting isn't wat i want". heck, they might tink i'm cocky or even arrogant, all i'm asking for is really a little respect and some space.

MISSING
have u seen her? watched "missing" on ch5 just now... this 14-yr-old gal Tina lim xin ying went missing on my b-day, she lives in my neighborhood. it's scary, how a teenager can disappear with no warning sign at all... where could she be? if u have information...